Hump Day

I am not even going to lie....

today was one of those days, where things just work. I love those days, don't you?!

Yes I had to eat 3 tilapia meals, 2 chicken meals and 1 egg meal all with sides of asparagus, yes the scale was 122.3 this morning, which was higher than I was wanting........

BUT!

Today my kids were great. Loving, fun, happy... I was loving, fun happy. I finished both workouts and it felt a little weird at the end... as if I just finished a tremendous finish line of the longest race of my life. Where I learned more about myself and my goals and my true desires than I ever have before, yet the finish line wasn't there. I still have two days to march through that finish tape and the closer it gets the more I feel so ready.

I had my fitness photo shoot tonight first before the other girls. I invited my husband to come because he has always been in incredible shape and I wont lie-- I am extremely proud of that. I am even more proud of the fact that I feel like I have the body now he has always deserved for me to have. So we had a really great photographer and the pictures that he showed me, I am in love with. I can't wait to get them back. He got some of us doing bicep curls together and some just standing. A lot of me, and some of each of us doing pull ups which is as bad ass as they come in my book. Husband has always gotten admiration from me for the amount and the amazing form that he has mastered pull ups with, but today my friends-- I can also do pull ups and I feel like a rock star. I busted out 5 underhand, then 3 more, then 2 more and I felt really strong, brave and capable. I can't wait to see those pictures most of all. They signify the new me in this new body so different from the old girl who was over weight and un happy.

I got my meal plan for the next two days!! I can not begin to tell you what a breath of fresh air it was that I only have to eat tilapia twice tomorow, because I had it in my mind I was eating it for every meal. PHEW! What a relief. I am eating every two hours and in the evening I get yam, oatmeal, then yam again! I can not wait. I also got meal plan for Friday and it is so much MORE food than I anticipated, so again I am just a happy content girl.

I started packing my bag tonight for Friday. I have to be to Eagle by 11 am for my spray tan and I want to be ready for anything and everything and be able to enjoy the moment, because I know it is going to feel like a blink of an eye and all this is going to be over. As much as I have been ready for it to end so I can just get back to regular ol life, I know I am going to feel a little empty and sad when it is all over. The girls I train with are just so so nice, I couldn't be more thankful for them and all the support we have been able to be to each other. It has been incredible to watch each of them transform and I can't wait to rock the stage with all of them!

So, manana it is take my bug to school first thing. Bubbies and I will go get my groceries for the next two days and then it is home to chillax for the entire day until I have to go show Jon and Shawna what I look like for the day. Sleep and then it will be SHOW TIME BABY!

Thanks to all my cheer leaders texting, facebooking and commenting on my posts! I am really so thankful for all of you, I feel like we will all be walking on that stage-- I wouldn't be here with out you. From the bottom of my heart, thanks for being on my journey with me.