It.Hurts

Remember how I said my heart was hurting last week?

Well, this week it is my legs.

I had my leg training day with Big Jon yesterday. It didn't seem harder than usual. I haven't missed any workouts. I did supersets, high reps... usual stuff. Then I hit up my bootcamp class (holla, love my bootcampers) at 6 and worked it. I thought I was going to kill my people, but really I killed myself. They all looked fine, sweaty... but fine. I knew it was going to be hard to come back to actually doing the class with them again. I am strength conditioned right now I guess, not as much cardio conditioned. Ya, and for the record, I did want to throw up once or twice.

Anywho, I got out of bed this morning and I felt every.single.leg.and.butt.muscle.there.ever.was. Ohhhh, it really really hurts.

I hit the gym jam up this morning. Killed some shoulders, a little bicep and tricep action and half cardio on the inclined treddy mill, half on the stair demon. Dude, it hurts.

So now it is 920 pm. I ate perfectly all day yesterday and all day today, until about ohhhhh 5 when I decided to make no bake cookies and eat 3, and then a small bowl of macaroni and cheese. Hmmmm, why? My husband is working nights, this might just kill me. I tried my damndest to get some salty tortilla chips too, even went to Maverick with my kids in the pj's (obviosusly never woulda done that if hubby was home, he would have fuuuuuureaked out)... but what the heck?! They didn't have any. So I came home and made eggs.

I still haven't weighed myself. Big Jon said to "just do it." Before I get out of control and gain 20 lbs. But I assured him I would weigh Friday and that I will not gain 20 lbs now or ever.

But, I do really like to eat. And I really do like food. And I really really am an emotional eater.

So, I think I better weight tomorow.

Ohhhh, it's gonna hurt. I don't want to. I don't want to, I will probably want to cry.

But a girl's got to do what a girls got to do. And I will put on my big girl panties and face the music.

Send good scale vibes my way. And tell me, what do you do? Do you weigh every day, or once a week? Or do you even ever weigh yourself?!