So Annoying!

I am super annoyed today. All I want to do is eat. Specifically I want to eat, bad food-- cupcakes, choclate, candy, and french fries.

No, I don't want to choose one of those things. I want all of them.

I was doing so well monitoring my food intake. I was balancing my bad choices with more good choices. I had two great loss weeks in a row. I was headed towards another good loss, I think, because I was doing so well.

Then Valentine's hit me. I did so well up until Saturday night, and then Sunday was a repeat offense. Today, I have done ok... I mean nothing to brag about, but ok. But all I can think about is bad food and how good it tastes and how much I really really want to eat it.

I hate how it is so much work to be good, I finally get myseld on track where the choices are getting easier, and then one little stupid weekend of mistakes in the healthy choices department can just wreck my whole friggin attitude about my weight loss.

I think I will go scrub the kitchen floor. I better keep busy or I know I might just eat everything I can get my grubby hands on.