Bad Dream

I woke up this morning really sad. Like the sad where you almost want to cry. I let myself gain 2 pounds this weekend, which I was stressed out about when I went to bed last night.

I had a bad dream that a popular boy from high school saw me running and said "run chubs run!"

He hurt my heart even in my dream.

I remember being chubby so clearly, I remember what I felt like, what my clothes looked like, my face. I remember how sad I would feel when people would make comments about me being bigger than everyone else.

I am 24 married to a hottie, have 2 kids and I still feel sad about things mean kids would say.

Maybe the dream was a message to myself to stop doing good for those 5 or 6 days, and then ruin it with my 1 0r 2 days.

Fat no more. Eating good and exercising great started at 8 am. This is going to be a great week!
Good luck to you!