Frownsmile

I don't know what my deal is this week but I am having a rough one. I am tired every single day. I am having a hard time keeping my desire burning to eat good food. The scale said I have gained 3.5 pounds since Friday. Which is making me eat more chocolate cheerios because that is so annoying. I know, normal people see that their weight is going up, think to themselves "I dont want to be embarrassed on the WWW Friday so I better slow down on the cheerios," not me. I eat another bowl because I am depressed that stupid scale went up.

SO SO SO DUMB! What is my problem!?

As I sit here, I keep thinking the typing, admitting I am being a loser is going to perk me up and make me make a better choice. I still feel a little blah.

I think I will go take a nap, maybe I will feel better in a half hour.

Hope your week is going better than mine.